Dear Daddy--
Woke up today as usual.
The long expected drone of my clock raising me from the sheets.
Another night spent tossing and turning,
Chasing the much-needed dreams with open arms
Falling as I reach too far, my fingers grazing wisps of elusive dreams.
I push myself fro mthe matress and begin the routine.
The mask is put on layer by layer:
First the eyes, the powder to hide the shadows hovering upon my face,
symbolizing weeks of sleepless nights.
Then the hair, straighten. Shine it. Make it perfect.
That's
Before you ask
anything more
let me ask you
a question or two
What would you do?
What would you do
if your aunt
died
just merely
days
before you flew out to see her?
What would you do
if your own
mother
told you months later
for the
first
time
that she had the
very
same
disease
that had just
killed
your aunt?
What would you do
if your mother
was always
sick
weak
tired
all because of the
medication
she must take so she doesnt also
die
like her sister?
Also,
what would you do
if you couldnt stand to see your own
father
because you know about him
about his anger
how he went off his
medication
and now
Dear Daddy--
Woke up today as usual.
The long expected drone of my clock raising me from the sheets.
Another night spent tossing and turning,
Chasing the much-needed dreams with open arms
Falling as I reach too far, my fingers grazing wisps of elusive dreams.
I push myself fro mthe matress and begin the routine.
The mask is put on layer by layer:
First the eyes, the powder to hide the shadows hovering upon my face,
symbolizing weeks of sleepless nights.
Then the hair, straighten. Shine it. Make it perfect.
That's
Current Residence: your worst nightmares and wettest dreams. Favourite genre of music: ska, metal, punk, rock, house. Operating System: Windows XP. Dx MP3 player of choice: iPod nanoooo Shell of choice: ....conch?
Favourite Movies
too damn many.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
haste the day, streetlight manifesto, and much much more.
so i've realized today that i NEVER go on here anymore.
and, honestly, that was a little upsetting.
soooo, i'm making a deal with myself.
i am going to make this one of my regular sites again.
i am going to clean up my watched deviants.
i am going to clean up my gallery.
i am going to clean up my journals.
and most importantly:
i am going to start putting up some stuff that doesn't blow.
so that's that.